Ok, so the first picture may be difficult for you to see, but these are pictures of my friend, Kyle, and his facebook page. Last week, Kyle died and it has been weighing on me very heavily. I have known Kyle since I was in preschool, he was one of my favorite people, and one of the best people I know. One reason I chose to do my photovoice on Kyle this week is because he is very much on my mind right now. I also feel that this is, in some way, a small tribute to my very good friend who I have not talked to or seen in far, far too long and is now gone. (I am grateful that I feel comfortable enough with all of you to share this.)
But how does this connect to literacy? Well, since Kyle has been on my mind lately, naturally I was thinking of him when I had to create this photovoice. I see many ways to connect literacy to these two pictures, as well as to the events that have taken place over the last week. If you could look more closely at the picture of the facebook page, you would see that his wall is filled with posts from after his death. As people found out, many went to Kyle's facebook page to post comments to him. Though Kyle will obviously not be able to read them, people have been writing for a week now, all addressing him as though he will soon log on and read all of them. For many people, including myself, this is a cathartic process that we need to go through. In order to understand our feelings such as grief and confusion, we all chose to write and, in a sense, to talk to Kyle. (I, in fact, found myself talking to Kyle before going to sleep the night he died.) Language is a powerful way in which we understand the world around us. If you were to look at the posts, you would see that some of them merely say "I miss you," "I love you," or "the world will never be the same without you," all true sentiments. However, some of the posts share stories, pictures, or links to videos of Kyle. Not only do we feel the need to write and speak, we also share our pictures and memories through visual representations. Most of Kyle's friends, including me, changed their profile pictures to ones including Kyle. His death has reminded me that there are so many ways in which we have chosen to preserve his memory and also to cope with his death. These are all ways in which we are using literacy to navigate this diffucult time.
Furthermore, this experience reminds me that the forms of literacy are changing. When I first found out about Kyle, it was in a text message from my friend, Pat, who had heard about it from another friend. Kyle arrived at the hospital around 2 on Wednesday morning and I knew about it by noon. He died at 5:30 pm and I found out at 7:30. His obituatry was not in the paper until Sunday, but I knew on Friday when his wake and funeral were going to be because my friend, Dan, had posted it on his facebook. All of this was information that, at one time, would have taken a long time for me to receive (I may not have known about Kyle for days after his death instead of the day of), but because of new technologies, all of this information came to me rather quickly. The way that people interact with the world, and even their own feelings, has changed because of changes in forms of literacy.
For me, writing this photovoice has been helpful because I am able to share my grief with all of you through writing. But I am not merely writing a journal on paper that no one will read, I am having a conversation with you that you may or may not choose to join in on through the use of this blog, a newer form of writing and also speaking.
Because I am using this photovoice as a tribute to Kyle, I will conclude this entry by giving you a link to a youtube video made in the memory of Kyle. He was funny, sweet, smart, and a great person, all of which you can see a small part of if you choose to follow the link.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NaBzs1Mc0F4&NR=1